Searching

If you read my previous post then i am sure that you know about the questions. Well i am still thinking about it. May be just before the last moments of my life i will find the answer but what about now...

For now i think i born because there is a job that i should do or i born to win something or to gain something because i am sure that this life is a gift and i have to make a choice whether i make this gift worthy or not. There is no guarantee that you will win but if you don't try then you will loose for sure and nobody wants that. i already spent a lot of time of my life but there is still a chance because i am not dead yet but who knows about the next second. If i start now may be i can't complete my job but still i am making a path for those who can start from my end and still complete it for me for them for everybody.

Now what is that Job and How do i start who is going to help me? So this is a job which can make my life worthy of living which can bring happiness and enjoyment. Well what am i doing to enjoy my life...what am i doing to be happy...am i happy...why there is always a sense that it's still not enough...where can i find true happiness.

Well let's think that you have a lot of friends. You are having a lot of fun by drinking,singing sometimes also by fighting. You have girlfriends or boyfriends to share your feelings and to fulfill your physical need. You are living with your family where everybody is so great to support you. You are getting the best whatever you are doing so you have a lot of money.Well i guess this is the best case scenario a person can have. Now i will ask the question again that ARE you really happy ? Is there any sense of missing something ? Is that all you can do to be happy ? ARE you satisfied ?
Please be truthful to yourself because nobody is going to know but only you...I will say what i think next...